Labyrinth.
Jul 25th, 2010 1:29 am

My mind changes so often. From so sure to so weak.

I find this pain satisfactory. At last.... Deserved. From what thoughts I had, how dark... Maybe I will get more. Maybe I will deserve more. Maybe we both can feel better.

In a way, he already destroyed me. I do not like these things I do. But... maybe, I should not like any of the things I've done for him, anyway.

There is no innocence left in me. I can't believe in it anymore than honor.