Lost.
Jul 12th, 2010 6:54 am

I was following him, but he doesn't know if he's going to the right direction, does he? I don't want to follow who he is following. He was so sure, and now he seems... lost. And yet he goes and leaves me here waiting? When we still could be together... How can I even protect him if he is not with me?

Who knows these things, who should I trust and help in this, to save him. Us? Should I follow him into destruction?

I don't understand. I have never felt this helpless and alone. Even when he was here, I felt alone with him. Maybe I have been alone with him all the time, and never before realized it.

I don't want to go on anymore. He is my passion, his determination was my strenght, and now he is gone.